Monday, December 29, 2008

'08, Looking Back....

2008 has been a year of nothing but change. Starting the year off I had recently fallen back into an emotionally abusive relationship that lasted on and off for almost three years. I let him pretty much control my mind, my life even though we were in a long distance situation. He pulled a few "stunts" that made me take a step back. I finally realized what type of situation I was in and got the courage to break things off. It was hard, I didn't know what to do. Part of me longed to be with him but part of me knew it was a bad situation. Fortunately I had some good friends to pull me out of the deep pit i had fallen into. I still felt that there was something missing. So I had met another guy down here in VA. and he claimed to be a completely different person than he rally was. It just made me realize that I didnt need to be in a relationship to be happy. Come march my very good friend asked me if i wanted to join her at church one Sunday morning. I went with her and enjoyed listening to the sermon and the music, but i just felt like i didn't belong. So I did some research, then came across articles in the paper about an Easter egg drop a local church was doing. So I looked into it, Waters Edge Church. I noticed they had just started doing evening services which was perfect for my crazy hectic work schedule. The very first night I had attended, I felt instantly connected with God. Not growing up in church this was all new to me. I loved their crazy pastor, the awesome band, the whole atmosphere. So I returned the next Sunday and i just knew i had found what i was missing all along.

To be continued...

1 comment:

Brian Miller said...

It's funny, how we look for the things we need in all the wrong places, yet still find ourselves empty, searching...and the whole time he was right there.